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Verge asks me if I wanted to stop at 7-11
which was right on our way home. Well, it wasn’t exactly on our way home. You
had to walk about three blocks out of the way to get there. He also said he’d
get me a candy bar.
“Hey,” verge said, “I owe you for the gum.”
Stink. In the back of my mind I was still seeing
Mrs. Tender dialing the phone when I went into the VP’s office. I was so busted
as soon as I cast a shadow in my yard. The longer I could postpone that, then
the better. Plus, who the heck doesn’t like candy bars!
It was kind of cool to be hanging out with
Verge. Somehow, being stuck in detention gave us a kind of camaraderie. You
know, partners in crime, or something stupid like that. Even though we didn’t
actually do anything wrong together, it was like we were both getting it from
the adults. So it was cool.
We got to 7-11 and he told me to go over to
the where the bottled drinks were and grab him a Snapple or something while he
grabbed the candy bars. By the time I got back to the front Verge was already
in line. There was a dude in front of him, and this really old man behind him.
“I don’t like that flavor,” Verge said as he
pointed at the peach ice tea in my hand.
“What flavor do you like?”
“Forget about it. I’m not that thirsty
anyhow.”
So I was about to go put it back, and Verge
stops me and tells me to just give it to the clerk and that the clerk would put
it back.
When it our turn, I handed the clerk the
Snapple and told him that we changed our mind. Verge puts one candy bar on the
counter and pays for it. I thought that was kind of weird that he was buying
just me a candy bar and not one for himself also. Then I thought that he was
buying one just for himself. And I started to feel awkward. Did I hear him
correctly? Didn’t he say he was going to buy a candy bar for me also? Should I
just go and get my own?
I hadn’t really finished working it out in my
head when Verge turns to the door and starts to leave. I hesitated for a second
and then just fell in step behind him.
Then I heard the old man that was behind us
talking to the clerk in an old shaky voice that old people get. “That boy’s got
more candy in his pockets that he aint paying for.”
To be totally honest, I didn’t really
understand what the old man was saying. I mean not at first. I heard him and
all, but it just didn’t make sense to me. Stink. I never stole a thing in my
life. Not a penny. And I was thinking, why would he say that I took something
when I didn’t?
The clerk then says, “Hey, you guys. Come
back here!”
By this time we were already at the door. And
Verge doesn’t stop. He doesn’t even look over his shoulder. He just keeps on
walking. I am a bit stunned. I feel drawn to just keep up with Verge. It was
like he had a rope tied to my neck and I couldn’t obey the command of the
clerk. The door closed behind us.
Then I heard the door reopen and I can hear
the sound of the clerk’s feet running toward us and he is yelling at us to come
back. Verge says, “Lets go!” And he starts running.
Man, I don’t know what came over me. I could
have totally stopped and just talked to the clerk. I wouldn’t get in any
trouble because I didn’t have anything my pockets. I didn’t even really know
Verge all that well. I just happened to be with him. It would have been so
easy. So stinking easy to just let the clerk catch up to me.
But I ran. I ran as fast as I could right on
the heels of Verge. We rounded the tree that was in the corner of the parking
lot and kept on going. The clerk didn’t go any further than the tree. What was
he supposed to do, keep chasing us and leave the stupid 7-11 all unattended?
That would be really smart.
We kept running though, taking a few turns in
the neighborhood so we could disappear. After a couple turns we slowed down to
a walk as Verge looked behind us and saw that the coast was clear. Then he
reaches into his pocket and pulls out two more candy bars and hands me one.
“You stole that?” I said. I was still
catching my breath, and I just know my face must have been all scrunched up in
disbelief. I must have looked like a total dweeb.
“Why do you think we were running? If that
dumb ass old man hadn’t seen us, it would have been totally cool.” There were
two things that kind of struck me. One was that he said “us”. There was no us
in the stealing. It was Verge. The other thing was that the way Verge said this
was that the close call was not the result of him doing anything wrong, but
instead that the old man had done something wrong. “Why don’t old guys like
that just keep their mouths shut.”
I didn’t open the candy bar. I just held it
not really knowing what I was supposed to do with it. It was stolen, for Pete’s
sake!
“Why did you buy that one?”
“Dude,” Verge explained, “if you are going to
take something, then always buy something. If you walk in and just pocket a few
things and then leave, man, you are going to get busted. But, if you pocket
what you want and then buy something else, you always get away with it. Except
when some old man is sneaking around. What does he care for? He doesn’t even
work there!”
“Eat your candy bar,” says Verge.
“But you stole it. You said you were going to
buy a candy bar for me and then you stole it.”
“I didn’t say that I was going to buy you a
candy bar. I said I was going to ‘get’ you a candy bar. I got you a candy bar.
What do you care for? You didn’t steal it.”
It was true. I didn’t steal it. I was clear
of all guilt, right? But it sure felt like I was the one that did the stealing.
Then it started to bug me, you know, the
other candy bar. I mean he bought one stinking candy bar, and then he stole two
more.
“Why did you take two candy bars?”
“Oh, this one is for Jack. I owe it to him.”
“What for?”
“It was part of the dare about throwing the
gum. I told him that if he hit the Vice Principle, I would get him a candy
bar.”
I didn’t eat my candy bar. I just put it in my coat
pocket.
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